I can’t think of any REALLY good way to start this out so this is it, cause hell it’s a random and weird topic to be talking about…so I’m just going to say what I mean. For a while I’ve been studying religion; Buddhism, Christianity, Satanism,  Kabbalah, just to name a few. That crap just has fascinated me and it kind of went along with a journey to try and understand myself and others. So I came to a conclusion or a theory about it, about what or who God is, what right and wrong is…this is that part and if it pisses you off by going against your own ideology and what you think truth is…then good it’s supposed to.

Ok so, the cells of our body, when they’re working “good” they benefit us, our immune system is one such thing that we tend to like…right? When bacteria go against us like viruses and parasites we think that’s bad…if it’s not for our benefit then it is bad…if it’s something keeping us going that is good. If we give to a charity, if we help an old lady cross the street, if we are kind to another person that is seen as good, correct? Sooooo…then can’t we say that “good” means that something is working for the survival and betterment of the system in which it lives in. us people live a community and in the world…that which is good works towards the survival and betterment of that. Our cells and bacteria live within the system of our body…same thing. So there is something internal and good and evil in living things based on this survival instinct it seems, all the way to a gene level. Hitler was seen as evil simply because he was solely against the system which he inhabited, that cannot be sustained in mass and for long periods of time if we are to survive as a species. continue reading…

Sat down the other day and wrote something, and this is just the way it kind of came out…I was trying to think of the feminine and masculine in life, what love and beauty is itself and how the masculine handles it. Wrote some poetry about it, cause that’s what I do. Now…this is nowhere near a masculine poem that I posted below mainly because it’s describing beauty, but that’s ok…I’m comfortable with my sexuality. After it I’ll go a bit deeper into the dynamics between men and women, how they should deal with each other in a long-term relationship and why. I like writting poetry and lyrics BTW if you didn’t know that about me already, it helps me to clear my head and get closer to the truth of a matter.

Beauty: by Aaron Neal

She is like the dawn
A sun slowly rising amongst the clouds
Flecking her beauty over the dew covered ground
From her, another day has begun

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